"i didn't mean to make you jealous. i was just sayin'."

you know how people are always saying how someone is different around them? "oh man! i wish that ______ was the same around me as she is around you? why can't she share that side with me?" etc. but i realize that we, i act different around some people than i do with others. some secrets are more applicable to some person than another, and so that's who we tell. some people have a different facet of significance in our life. and it's obvious by the way we treat people. isn't it? i have to remember that when i'm hearing about how you cried on the phone to her, about how you seemed so strong, and remember that you loved me too. it was just different. it always will be. i love you as the person that you show to me; it's okay of you act different.