Grace is at your back, turn around

I didn't know that I knew what I was getting myself into.

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They always say that there's this one big moment in your life. The one that makes you or breaks you. That one that your would-be therapist would call the turning point. I never believed that. Life, to me, was just this flow, and the little things would add up eventually. That those would land you at 'this is you' and it was just some progression like weaning yourself off a drug. I believed this for a long time. When I was younger of course I wasn't this philosophical or analytical. That came with age and. I suppose I was too young to be thinking like that but I was subconciously. And then. It happened. It felt huge. It was an elephant sitting on my chest. On my life, my perceptions, beliefs. I was crushed under the oppresive weight of what I'd done, and more importantly what it meant. And I could never really think it out straight because, to you, it never happened. I never thought it would affect me, outside of my emotions. I was wrong. Now I'm having to face this again, and every action of my mind is riddled with you

731 days after

death cab is good, maybe even excellent

730 days after

when you take back your stuff, or give me mine back, i feel like i'm losing you

"i know, things aren't quite like what they used to be"

"people's brains stop working when they think they're gonna lose someone they love."

baggage

today is a new day.
i will approach this like it is something new.
"their problem is synchronicity. they're not on the same page. he talks to her like someone he shares history with, but from her point of view he's a stranger, forcing intimacy on her. of course she doesn't like him. he's not helping. he can feel he's losing her and that makes him come on stronger"