Maybe I'm just scared, scared to let you go

Funnily enough, it seems like I used this to talk to you except it doesn't matter because you'll never find/read this. So I guess this is just for me. I miss you, but now I know that this isn't the result of you ignoring me. Our paths just don't cross anymore. We're star-crossed.

Dear Friends, these are the best years of our lives

i'm over you. in this instant, at least. there are so many more important people, things, ideas, feelings, events than you or me. life, this world, they are so much bigger than i could even imagine. all of my thoughts about you, this swallows them infintesimally. i have found the one who makes me forget and accept. i think i'm going to be okay. my focus, my paradigm has shifted, and it's good. it's a process, but well worth it.
thank you for some of the best sentiments i've ever made and the most self-loathing i've ever encountered. i now have to work on love. i hope, i know it will surpass this confusion and hatred by miles, and eons, and millenia, and all other forms of ridiculously long measurements.