12.19.2009

Walk like a gentleman and curse like a wave; we look so good and then you threw it away.

Have you ever found yourself in a hard decision? Where one choice is wrong, and yet so good sounding? And the other, it's the smart one that will ruin your friendship?



How the hell am I supposed to do this? How do I choose between hanging with you since the first time in so many months and in that, there is stupidity and illegality? Or do I choose the right thing? And possibly lose you? It's not like I wouldn't enjoy the first option. There is so much more to push me to the 'wrong' decision. One word from you and I will do what you want. But to do so would be to go against my morals and values and honesty and conscience. You make me question myself even now. And I am too scared to say no, too scared to lose you.

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