How the hell am I supposed to do this? How do I choose between hanging with you since the first time in so many months and in that, there is stupidity and illegality? Or do I choose the right thing? And possibly lose you? It's not like I wouldn't enjoy the first option. There is so much more to push me to the 'wrong' decision. One word from you and I will do what you want. But to do so would be to go against my morals and values and honesty and conscience. You make me question myself even now. And I am too scared to say no, too scared to lose you.
What is in my head confuses me. I figure, if I get it out I'll be okay. but i doubt it. this is just my attempt at organization.
12.19.2009
Walk like a gentleman and curse like a wave; we look so good and then you threw it away.
Have you ever found yourself in a hard decision? Where one choice is wrong, and yet so good sounding? And the other, it's the smart one that will ruin your friendship?

How the hell am I supposed to do this? How do I choose between hanging with you since the first time in so many months and in that, there is stupidity and illegality? Or do I choose the right thing? And possibly lose you? It's not like I wouldn't enjoy the first option. There is so much more to push me to the 'wrong' decision. One word from you and I will do what you want. But to do so would be to go against my morals and values and honesty and conscience. You make me question myself even now. And I am too scared to say no, too scared to lose you.
How the hell am I supposed to do this? How do I choose between hanging with you since the first time in so many months and in that, there is stupidity and illegality? Or do I choose the right thing? And possibly lose you? It's not like I wouldn't enjoy the first option. There is so much more to push me to the 'wrong' decision. One word from you and I will do what you want. But to do so would be to go against my morals and values and honesty and conscience. You make me question myself even now. And I am too scared to say no, too scared to lose you.
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment